handzdown
Im back. I am sorry that I was away for so long. I had some problems to deal with, but although those problems still exist, I have decided to put them on the back burner and continue with my life. What else could I do? Dwell on them for the rest of my life? That is all anyone can do, just move on. Most things arent nearly as important as we make them out to be. Well it is late, be safe kids.
No tears - Cry for me
Why must people know who I am. It makes it hard to write in here now. I am not even 100% certain that anyone knows, but the thought of it makes it harder to write. I shall continue writing anyway, but I believe some of my writings will be more guarded from now on, I might just abandon this blog eventually, but I will deal with it.
Are little white lies so bad? Is it wrong to lie in all cases? I dont believe so, but some do. I just dont see the point of saying anything if all it is going to do is hurt someone. Sometimes we may not lie with our words but maybe with our actions. You may love someone and be able to tell that someone that you love them, but may do stupid things that hurt them and cause them pain, even if you do love them. Why do you hurt the people you love. not because you want to, because you dont, you want to protect them from all things. Maybe it's because of habit. Maybe because you're scared that they dont or wont love you back. Or maybe its because you want to cause them a lesser pain than what they would have if they stayed with you. Maybe you feel that in the end you'll just let them down so it will hurt them less if they never know. I cant tell you why I hurt the people I love, but I do.
What if you make a promise but that promise requires you to lie? What then? Do you break your promise that you made to that person? Or do you break the unspoken promise between yourself and a friend, the promise that states neither of you shall lie to the other? Which of these options is worse? Are they both of equal importinance? I cant tell you.
Another thing, why do we play mind games? Do we enjoy seeing the ones we love confused and hurt? Is it because we like to see other people made out to be a fool as well, not just ourselves? Coud it be the power you feel when you know that someone is under your control and that with just a blink of an eye you can make them feel, think, and act how you want? Is it all just a major power trip? Do we even realize that we are doing it? I know sometimes I dont. Sometimes I wonder how I can do that to the people I love. I just dont understand how I can be so cruel-hearted sometimes and not even realize that I am that way. What is wrong with me? Why am I such a manipulitive, conniving person?
Forever Yours,
Myself
Are little white lies so bad? Is it wrong to lie in all cases? I dont believe so, but some do. I just dont see the point of saying anything if all it is going to do is hurt someone. Sometimes we may not lie with our words but maybe with our actions. You may love someone and be able to tell that someone that you love them, but may do stupid things that hurt them and cause them pain, even if you do love them. Why do you hurt the people you love. not because you want to, because you dont, you want to protect them from all things. Maybe it's because of habit. Maybe because you're scared that they dont or wont love you back. Or maybe its because you want to cause them a lesser pain than what they would have if they stayed with you. Maybe you feel that in the end you'll just let them down so it will hurt them less if they never know. I cant tell you why I hurt the people I love, but I do.
What if you make a promise but that promise requires you to lie? What then? Do you break your promise that you made to that person? Or do you break the unspoken promise between yourself and a friend, the promise that states neither of you shall lie to the other? Which of these options is worse? Are they both of equal importinance? I cant tell you.
Another thing, why do we play mind games? Do we enjoy seeing the ones we love confused and hurt? Is it because we like to see other people made out to be a fool as well, not just ourselves? Coud it be the power you feel when you know that someone is under your control and that with just a blink of an eye you can make them feel, think, and act how you want? Is it all just a major power trip? Do we even realize that we are doing it? I know sometimes I dont. Sometimes I wonder how I can do that to the people I love. I just dont understand how I can be so cruel-hearted sometimes and not even realize that I am that way. What is wrong with me? Why am I such a manipulitive, conniving person?
Forever Yours,
Myself
"JOhnny Depp" Danno
Hello everyone in blogland. I am in a fairly good mood. I got called a loser today, but who gave him the right to call me a loser. He doesnt know me. It didnt hurt my feelings or anything, it just really pissed me off. I know im not a loser, but who the hell is this guy, a freshmen, thinking he is calling me a loser? It made me angry,
I havent updated much. Maybe thats because I have nothing to say, or maybe its because I havent had the time. But I have the time now. I am so tired of people. I want people to just leave me alone. I know thats bad, but I dont care. I am just so sick of people and how two faced they are. I cant stand how some people can be one way with a group of friends, but totally different with another. If a group doesnt accept you for who you are, then why be friends with them? Why be friends with people if you cant be yourself around them?
Forever Yours
Myself
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